It’s hard. I’ve always been a good student, always had good grades. Taking my major wasn’t a walk in the park, but I did it with good grades, never failing at anything. Same goes for my first year of my master.
Now, Im far behind. I should turn in my thesis this october. Im not even close to being finished. I have, maybe, 20 percent done (if that). Im not used to this feeling of failure.
How do I deal with this? How do I tell my parents I need to spend more money to have more time…
As far as they know everything is okay, and according to plan. I have no Idea how they’ll react, probably assume I’ve been lazy.
Not entirely false. So far I’ve been blaiming my documentation for the delay, but the truth is that, I could, and should have done more.
But I’m just so tired. I’ve been studying for 16 years straight and I’m just so exhausted…
I just want to get a job and save money, change it up a little bit and then get back to my thesis.
But I just feel so lost.